Your tired smile after we finished decorating is still with me.
I felt full when you handed me the plate you made first.
02I liked that you remembered to buy extra batteries and saved the evening.
03I’m smiling at the way you folded the napkins; it’s the small careful things.
04Your sleepy ‘come to bed’ after the clean-up was everything I wanted.
05Your quick joke by the garland broke my stress and made me laugh again.
06You walking back in with the last bag made the room exhale.
07I felt calm when you tucked the blanket around both of our knees.
08I kept replaying your whisper about the surprise and smiled the whole night.
09Your tired ‘I did my best’ after the party was the sweetest sound.
10I loved when you paused to show me the single ornament you rescued.
11I liked how you chose the playlist and let me complain about one song.
12Seeing you rehearse a silly toast made the whole evening easier.
13Sitting with you while we waited for the roast felt like the best wait.
14Your socks by the heater are making me plan to steal them later.
15I felt happy watching you read the card out loud, stumbling over one line.
16That moment you handed me the ribbon made me want to hold your hand.
17You do small, exacting things and I keep noticing them.
18I notice how carefully you folded the wrapping paper and it mattered to me.
19I’m thinking about your cold nose pressed to the window and smiling.
20You saying ‘save me a cookie’ felt like the nicest request today.
21I love the quiet we shared while the oven timer ticked down.
22Watching you wrestle the stubborn wreath made me laugh and love you more.
23I can’t get over how you hummed through the carols while we wrapped gifts.
24I’m happy you’re here, passing me plates and telling me which ornament goes where.
25Seeing your mug by the sink made me stop and plan dinner with you.
26I’m glad we burnt the first batch of cookies together.
27Holding your mitten made me want to stay inside with you forever.
28Your laugh under the tree made the whole apartment feel less small.
29Woke up to cinnamon on your sweater and felt warm thinking of you.
30You falling asleep with the playlist still on made me grateful in a simple way.
31I loved being the one you asked to taste the sauce and give the thumbs up.
32You pointing out the hidden bulb that worked made the tree look perfect to me.
33I carried your leftover slice and felt glad there would be more mornings with you.
34I loved that you insisted on lighting the last candle even though you were sleepy.
35I noticed the dent in the bauble you saved and thought of you holding it.
36I loved your small victory when the star finally stayed on top of the tree.
37I like that you left your scarf on the chair; it smells like the night we walked home.
38I love sitting next to you while you untangle the lights, even when they fight you.
39I still have the paper snowflake you made on the kitchen table; I smiled when I saw it this morning.
40I untied your shoelaces quietly so you’ll have to kneel to retie them.

