I miss how you always checked the backseat for your sunglasses before driving off.
I miss the way you nodded when I talked about nothing in particular.
02I keep thinking of the soft apology you gave when you burned the toast.
03I miss your elbow on the armrest when we shared a narrow couch.
04I remember you whispering the wrong lyrics and insisting they were better that way.
05I miss your shoes by the door; seeing them empty still pulls at me.
06I keep replaying your voice saying my name the night I drove too far.
07I miss how you would press the doorbell twice when you were impatient.
08I still hear your laugh when the toast burns and we start over.
09I remember the baseball cap you wore backward the summer we painted the fence.
10I miss the tiny dents on your favorite spoon from years of stirring.
11I remember you stealing the blanket the first week we lived together.
12I keep the paper train ticket because your clumsy signature made me grin.
13I miss the way you folded the corner of every page before bed.
14I feel warm thinking of the small jokes only we find funny.
15Remember the chipped mug you insisted fit your palm better than any other cup?
16I miss your hand fiddling with the radio knob when the signal cut out.
17I feel proud telling my sister about the time you fixed the heater.
18I promise to answer the door at midnight when you come home from work.
19I will carry your heavy bag up stairs without making it a thing.
20I feel a simple joy when your playlist starts and I know your mood.
21I want to be the one who packs your lunch when mornings are rushed.
22I notice your penmanship and the way you cross your t's; it feels familiar.
23I like that you reheat coffee twice and still drink it, stubborn and human.
24I want to learn to fix that squeaky door hinge you always ignore.
25I notice the way you tighten your shoelaces and think about small rituals.
26I want to sit with you in silence and have it be enough.
27I love that your jacket smells faintly of rain even after weeks.
28I feel grateful when you check my hand in a crowded room.
29I like you when you're impatient and tapping your foot—it's honest.
30I will pick the slower lane in traffic if it means we talk longer.
31I notice the tiny scar on your knuckle and it makes me protective.
32I want to wake up and make coffee for you even on Saturdays.
33I love that you steal fries from my plate and I never stop you.
34Your chipped mug on the top shelf makes the kitchen feel like ours.
35I am relieved knowing you'll be there for the dentist appointment I dread.
36I saved the receipt from the butcher because you picked the good cut.
37I appreciate how you dry the coffee ring from the table without asking.
38I want to be the one you tell the dumb details to at midnight.
39I noticed your shoelaces were untied and I tied them for you.
40I keep replaying your “okay” in my head and it comforts me.

