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The thought of your knees against mine is a good enough distraction to stay up.
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I'm keeping tonight for the memory of your breath quickening when the movie cut to black.

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Think about the mixtape you made years ago; I'm thinking about the song that always makes you reckless.

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I'm awake replaying the way your shoe hit the stair and you paused—then kissed me.

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I want the small, reckless promise you make when you're tired and honest.

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That crooked grin you make when you win at cards is exactly the thing I'm craving.

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I'm lying here wanting the slow confidence you show when you say my name in company.

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Tell me tomorrow if you felt how I swallowed when you touched my elbow today.

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I keep going back to the way your jacket smelled after the rain.

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Remember how you hummed in the kitchen—remember it louder, and think of me.

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I want the look you give me when you're pretending to be annoyed but you're not.

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That crumpled note you left in my book is making my thoughts much less bookish.

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I'm lying here wanting the quiet pressure of your forehead against mine.

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Think of that stubborn button you refuse to fix and how I like fixing it for you.

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I'm replaying the way you leaned in when we danced and how you stayed close.

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Don't be surprised if I text you in the night remembering your teeth on your bottom lip.

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Your perfume bottle on the dresser is calling to me in my head.

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I want the stubborn look you get before you stop joking and get serious with me.

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I'm smiling because I remember the promise you whispered and the way you meant it.

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Hold onto the memory of my hand on the small of your back tonight.

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I keep thinking about the way you tightened your grip on my wrist in the subway.

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Picture my fingers on the edge of your jacket while you pretend not to notice.

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I want the patience you have when you brush my hair and then the impatience after.

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That half-finished sentence you left me with is what I'm going to dream about.

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I'm staring at the ceiling imagining your scarf sliding off the chair and you following it.

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Tell me in the morning how you wanted me when the lights were green and we missed the turn.

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I keep replaying your phone call at lunch and how quiet you got halfway through.

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Remember the laugh that turned into a bite on your lip—bring that back to bed.

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The thought of your fingers on my collarbone is keeping me awake.

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I want to wake up tangled in the sheet you always kick off.

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Think about that coffee-stained shirt you wore—I'll be thinking about unbuttoning it.

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I'm lying here wanting the small, stubborn kiss you give before you go to work.

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Stay where you are and let that memory of my mouth on your ear haunt you.

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I can't stop picturing the heat in your voice when you said my name today.

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Your socks on the bathroom floor are making it very hard to sleep calmly.

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I want to fall asleep thinking of your jaw against my neck.

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I keep replaying the way you smelled when you left my hoodie on my chair.

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I like that you whispered the answer tonight instead of saying it across the room.

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I’m smiling at the way you pronounce that one word badly and I can’t stop.

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I’m thinking about how you squeezed my shoulder before you left and it’s still with me.

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I noticed you fixed the loose button and it made me proud of you.