I want the dangerous softness you only give me after midnight.
I want the small, reckless promise you make when you're tired and honest.
02I keep going back to the way your jacket smelled after the rain.
03Remember how you hummed in the kitchen—remember it louder, and think of me.
04I'm awake picturing your thumb tracing the scar on my palm.
05I'm lying here wanting the quiet pressure of your forehead against mine.
06Your perfume bottle on the dresser is calling to me in my head.
07Hold onto the memory of my hand on the small of your back tonight.
08The thought of your fingers on my collarbone is keeping me awake.
09I want to wake up tangled in the sheet you always kick off.
10Think about that coffee-stained shirt you wore—I'll be thinking about unbuttoning it.
11I'm imagining your hand finding the waistband of my pajama shorts.
12Your socks on the bathroom floor are making it very hard to sleep calmly.
13I want to fall asleep thinking of your jaw against my neck.
14I noticed you fixed the loose button and it made me proud of you.
15I’m holding the little paper crane you folded and it’s on my bedside table.
16I fell asleep thinking of the joke only we find funny.
17I’m carrying the quiet you left in the kitchen with me to bed.
18I’m glad you corrected me tonight; your honesty matters more than praise.
19I remember you turning the key in the door and felt suddenly at ease.
20I’m looking at the playlist you made and nodding off to our songs.
21I can’t stop replaying your ‘goodnight’ and it’s enough.
22I’m wearing the shirt you left here because it smells like your apartment.
23I fell asleep thinking about how you fixed the lamp tonight.
24I like that you steal fries and pretend you didn’t.
25I read your short voice note again and it calmed me down.
26I’m lying here smiling at the photo of us on my phone.
27I slept badly but thinking of your message helped me settle.
28I love that you insist on the window cracked when you sleep.
29I’m holding onto the receipt from our takeaway because it’s ours.
30I can’t stop picturing your messy bun from tonight and it’s making me calm.
31Your laugh replayed in my head and stopped me from worrying.
32I like that you steal the blanket and I don’t mind.
33I’m still awake thinking about how you hummed through your keys earlier.
34I keep replaying your whispered question from the sofa and it makes me restless.
35Your laugh stuck in my ear is a slow burn I can't shake off.
36I want the low, deliberate way you say my nickname when no one's near.
37Your scent on the pillow is a low, persistent wanting I didn't invite.
38My day narrows down to the moment I can lean into you again.
39That freckle near your collarbone keeps reappearing in my thoughts.
40The memory of your scarf left on my chair has become my current obsession.

