Remember the scratch on your phone case you showed me? I want to trace it and then trace you.
That smudge of sauce on your lip perking you up in the mirror stayed with me; I want to clean it off slowly.
02I keep replaying your 'see you' at the curb and wanting to stay until it's 'stay with me'.
03I can't get over the little freckle near your collarbone — will you let me count them?
04The warmth of your jacket on my arm is a problem; I plan to make it my excuse to stay.
05I want to know how you breathe when you're pretending to be composed, starting tonight.
06You tucked your chin when you listened; I want to make you do that again and then kiss it.
07I want to steal a kiss in the doorway the way we almost did and not stop at almost.
08I keep thinking of your shoulder dipped when you leaned in — want to lean in properly next time.
09That small scar on your knuckle made me curious; I'm still curious in a more general way.
10I want to make you laugh that wrong laugh from tonight and then watch you try not to.
11I woke wanting the taste of the cocktail you had and the rest of you besides.
12I can't stop wanting the quiet you and I made by the coat rack to turn into something louder.
13Your hand holding the menu like it belonged there — I want to hold you with that same certainty.
14I want to press my forehead to yours the way you did for a second and see how long we can hold it.
15I keep replaying you sliding into that booth and imagining you sliding closer.
16Thinking of the heat between us on that bench — want to see if it grows when we stand.
17I want the excuse of your sweater falling off one shoulder so I can say I noticed.
18I'm still thinking about your voice cracking at that joke; it made me want to ruin your composure again.
19I want to know what you whisper when no one is listening, starting tonight.
20Your message about catching the last train is my new plan: meet me somewhere off it.
21I keep thinking about your thumb tracing the stem of your glass; I want to replace the glass with my hand.
22Please tell me you'll wear the jacket you had on tonight so I can steal it and you later.
23I'm still warm from your shoulder against mine; want to see how much closer we can get.
24That little pause you took before you laughed — I want more of those pauses with you.
25Your cologne on the chair is unfair; I want to be the thing it remembers.
26I keep thinking about your hand reaching for the door; I want it to reach for me next.
27I want to taste the lipstick you left on the napkin and then on you.
28Can we skip dessert and go straight to whatever comes after pretending to look at the skyline?
29I'll admit it: I keep remembering your knee bumping mine and plotting an intentional one next time.
30That crooked grin you used while reading the wine list — I want to see it again, without the menu between us.
31Your voice saying my name over the hum of the restaurant is stuck in my head and it makes me impatient.
32I want to trade whispers with you in the back of a taxi the way we did by the door.
33I keep imagining pressing my palm to your back where your shirt rode up; can we try that?
34Thinking about the way you smirked when you ordered — makes me want to test that smirk on purpose.
35I can't stop picturing your fingers brushing the menu; I want them on my arm next.
36That spot on your jacket where you smelled like coffee — I want to breathe it in properly.
37Your laugh under that streetlight is still in my head and I want to see it again, closer.
38I keep replaying you tucking your hair behind your ear at the bar — want to do that and more tonight.
39I promise simply this: tonight mattered to me, and I want more of you.
40I pledge to say I’m nervous and ask for a squeeze of your hand.

