I want to wake you up with a kiss on the nape of your neck and see you smile.
I keep wanting the smallness of your laugh at two in the morning against me.
02I want to catch your eye across the room and make you come find me.
03I keep craving the way you tucked your hand into mine on that walk home.
04I want to press my fingers into the fabric of your shirt and hold the moment.
05I keep thinking about your scent on the pillow and how it pulls me in.
06I want to press my ear to your chest and hear you steady the room.
07I keep wanting the quiet of you next to me more than anything else.
08I want to whisper the thing I can't say out loud and see if you answer.
09I keep imagining your hand on my lower back guiding me through a doorway.
10I want to trace the faint tan line on your wrist with my finger.
11I keep thinking about the little crease at the corner of your mouth and smiling.
12I want to fold into your side on the couch and claim you for an hour.
13I keep replaying the way you hummed that song and missing it against me.
14I want to feel the heat of you beside me and not say a word.
15Remember your wool coat? I want to crawl into it and find you inside.
16I want to catch you off guard with a touch and watch you catch your breath.
17I keep thinking about the way you chewed your lip when you were focused.
18I want to press my lips to the spot behind your ear you forget about.
19Thinking of the tiny scar on your thumb makes me picture you closer.
20I want to brush the hair out of your face and watch you react.
21I keep remembering the way your jacket smelled after rain and wanting it.
22I want to feel your hand find mine in a crowd and not let go.
23Just thinking of your voice in my ear is doing things to me right now.
24I want to press my palm to your back while you cook and not move.
25The memory of your laugh under the lamp keeps pulling me back to you.
26I want to sit on your floor with you and not say anything except 'stay'.
27I keep picturing the calluses on your fingers and it’s making me restless.
28I want to smell your jacket again and pretend the city faded away.
29Seeing your coffee cup in the sink made my whole afternoon tilt toward you.
30I want to steal the scarf you left and bury my face in it tonight.
31Thinking about the mole on your shoulder makes my thoughts go sideways.
32I want to press my forehead to yours and stay there until you laugh.
33The memory of your necklace against my shirt is distracting me all day.
34You were my first and I still catch myself wanting you in the middle of a meeting.
35When I smell your shampoo at the door I can't focus on anything else.
36I keep replaying the bruise on your hip from last summer and wanting you now.
37I want the neat, quiet way you undo buttons when you think no one's watching.
38I keep replaying your whispered question from the sofa and it makes me restless.
39The way your knee knocks mine under the table is the small electric I keep craving.
40I want the impatient tug at my sleeve that means you're not waiting any longer.

