I keep wanting the quiet of your breathing next to mine and that thought feels dangerous.
I want to be the voice you pick over everyone else's when you're deciding whether to stay out late.
02I keep thinking about your thumbs drumming on the table and it makes me impatient for tonight.
03I want the routine of stealing your hoodie and returning it with promises, forever.
04I keep wanting to press my palm to the small of your back and never stop.
05I want to keep memorizing the small scratches on your phone case and why they happened.
06I keep imagining the heat of your forehead against mine and it keeps building into plans.
07I want to keep being the late-night voice that makes you forget the time.
08I want to be the person you text a stupid joke to at work for years.
09I keep wanting the way you say my name when you're impatient and it thrills me.
10I want to keep sending you photos of the street we walked and know you'll want to come back.
11I keep thinking about the dent your head makes against my shoulder and it follows me.
12I want to stay the one you call when plans crumble, every single time.
13I keep imagining your hand finding mine in crowded rooms and it makes me reckless.
14I want to keep being the person who knows your coffee order by heart.
15I keep wanting to taste the salt on your neck after a run and planning when next.
16I want the habit of reaching for you on bad days to never leave me.
17I keep craving the rumple of your shirt after you wake up and the craving only grows.
18I want to keep stealing the corner of your book and leaving kisses there.
19I keep wanting the tiny freckle at the base of your thumb in my mind all day.
20I want to be the reason your phone lights up with a grin, forever.
21I keep thinking about your sigh when you finally sit down and it makes me count the hours.
22I want to keep learning how you like your coffee and how you don't, always.
23I keep imagining your feet under my blanket and it ruins my concentration.
24I want to be the one you call when a song reminds you of something we did together.
25I keep wanting to trace the faded ink of the tattoo on your wrist and I don't see that stopping.
26I want to spend every holiday stealing the same seat at your table.
27I want to interrupt your meetings with a text that makes you blush for as long as we're allowed.
28I keep replaying your laugh from dinner and it keeps turning my plans toward you.
29I want the smell of your jacket in my pillowcase for years.
30I keep craving the small press of your elbow on the couch and the thought never quits.
31I want to wake up to your shampoo in the bathroom for the rest of my life.
32I keep imagining your call when I'm late and it makes me grin all day.
33Thinking about the chipped mug you always grab turns my whole afternoon electric.
34I want to fall asleep beside you tonight and every night after that.
35I keep picturing your fingers undoing my jacket and it makes me plan weekends.
36I still want the scar above your knee and the way your shirt smells, every night.
37I want the neat, quiet way you undo buttons when you think no one's watching.
38I keep replaying your whispered question from the sofa and it makes me restless.
39The way your knee knocks mine under the table is the small electric I keep craving.
40I want the impatient tug at my sleeve that means you're not waiting any longer.

