I kept your coffee mug on the counter so I’d see it in the morning.
I’m thinking of you breathing slow and even and wishing you rest.
02I replaced the light bulb you asked me to get and left it by the door.
03I’m holding on to the sweater you forgot, it’s with my laundry.
04I left a note on the mirror for you to find in the morning.
05I put the lamp you hate back on the shelf where you keep it.
06I washed the bowl you used and put it in the cupboard.
07I remember the dent in your phone case and it made me laugh.
08I made sure the kettle was off before I left the kitchen.
09I folded the note you left and kept it in my wallet.
10Your playlist is still on my phone; I listened to two songs.
11I carried your laundry up the stairs even though I was tired.
12I can’t stop thinking about your laugh right before you fall asleep.
13I miss arguing with you about which show to watch before bed.
14I still remember the scratch on your old blue jacket and smiled.
15I tucked your favorite pen back into the drawer.
16I hope you can sleep without thinking of what we said.
17I’m lying awake thinking that I should have been kinder.
18I dried the mug you always left in the sink.
19I’m sorry I didn’t say this earlier: you mattered tonight.
20I hope the cat doesn’t wake you up at dawn.
21I keep replaying the sound of your shoes at the door.
22I want you to sleep without carrying my mistakes.
23I still have that receipt you tucked into your book.
24I feel tired and sad and I’m thinking of you.
25I hope tomorrow is easier than today was.
26I wish tonight could have ended differently for you.
27I miss the way you rearranged the pillows before sleeping.
28I left the lamp on at the low setting you prefer.
29I’m sorry I woke you earlier; sleep well now.
30I hope your pillow smells like the detergent you like.
31I like that you always fold the corner of the blanket.
32I want you to rest without replaying tonight.
33I closed the window because the balcony light kept you awake.
34I put the blanket you took back on the sofa.
35I’m sorry for the last thing I said tonight.
36Your toothbrush is in the bathroom; I didn’t throw it away.
37I left your spare key by the plant like you asked.
38I hope you sleep without the knot behind your ribs.
39I want you to know I’m here, awake with you in the same small night.
40I shut the bathroom fan off so the house is silent and you can sleep.

