I miss arguing with you about which show to watch before bed.
I’m thinking of you breathing slow and even and wishing you rest.
02I’m holding on to the sweater you forgot, it’s with my laundry.
03I left a note on the mirror for you to find in the morning.
04I put the lamp you hate back on the shelf where you keep it.
05I washed the bowl you used and put it in the cupboard.
06I remember the dent in your phone case and it made me laugh.
07I made sure the kettle was off before I left the kitchen.
08I folded the note you left and kept it in my wallet.
09Your playlist is still on my phone; I listened to two songs.
10I carried your laundry up the stairs even though I was tired.
11I can’t stop thinking about your laugh right before you fall asleep.
12I still remember the scratch on your old blue jacket and smiled.
13I tucked your favorite pen back into the drawer.
14I hope you can sleep without thinking of what we said.
15I replaced the light bulb you asked me to get and left it by the door.
16I’m lying awake thinking that I should have been kinder.
17I dried the mug you always left in the sink.
18I’m sorry I didn’t say this earlier: you mattered tonight.
19I hope the cat doesn’t wake you up at dawn.
20I keep replaying the sound of your shoes at the door.
21I want you to sleep without carrying my mistakes.
22I still have that receipt you tucked into your book.
23I feel tired and sad and I’m thinking of you.
24I hope tomorrow is easier than today was.
25I wish tonight could have ended differently for you.
26I miss the way you rearranged the pillows before sleeping.
27I left the lamp on at the low setting you prefer.
28I’m sorry I woke you earlier; sleep well now.
29I hope your pillow smells like the detergent you like.
30I like that you always fold the corner of the blanket.
31I want you to rest without replaying tonight.
32I closed the window because the balcony light kept you awake.
33I put the blanket you took back on the sofa.
34I’m sorry for the last thing I said tonight.
35Your toothbrush is in the bathroom; I didn’t throw it away.
36I left your spare key by the plant like you asked.
37I hope you sleep without the knot behind your ribs.
38I kept your coffee mug on the counter so I’d see it in the morning.
39I’m thinking of how you hummed while washing up and it’s making me smile.
40I put fresh water by your bedside lamp in case you wake thirsty.

