I found the napkin where you doodled our dinner order and it made me grin.
I remember you fixing the chain on the old bike and grinning like it was nothing.
02I kept your grocery receipt folded in my wallet and it still smells faintly of the deli.
03I miss the way you nodded when I talked about nothing in particular.
04I keep thinking of the soft apology you gave when you burned the toast.
05I miss your elbow on the armrest when we shared a narrow couch.
06I remember you taping the movie ticket to the inside of a book and thinking it was clever.
07I miss the tiny pile of coins you collected on the dresser and counted on slow evenings.
08I found the label from the plant you brought home and felt that small, steady comfort.
09I miss how you always checked the backseat for your sunglasses before driving off.
10I keep the little packet of sugar from that café and it smells like that afternoon.
11I want to tell you I miss the quiet way you sat reading at three in the afternoon.
12I remember you whispering the wrong lyrics and insisting they were better that way.
13I miss your shoes by the door; seeing them empty still pulls at me.
14I keep replaying your voice saying my name the night I drove too far.
15I miss that tiny scar on your thumb from when you tried to open a stuck window.
16I opened the jar of jam and tasted summer and you were right there in it.
17I miss the steady way you made plans and then changed them for something silly.
18I remember smelling your jacket at the back of the closet and it felt like a page I can reread.
19I found the dried leaf you tucked in my notebook and it made me breathe slower.
20I miss how you would press the doorbell twice when you were impatient.
21I keep thinking about the small pride in your face after you fixed the broken chair.
22I still hear your laugh when the toast burns and we start over.
23I remember the baseball cap you wore backward the summer we painted the fence.
24I smiled at the grocery list you left—‘bananas, milk, pick you up’—and then missed you.
25I miss the tiny dents on your favorite spoon from years of stirring.
26I have this quiet wish to hear your phone buzzing with a message from me.
27I remember you stealing the blanket the first week we lived together.
28I keep the paper train ticket because your clumsy signature made me grin.
29I miss the way you folded the corner of every page before bed.
30I feel warm thinking of the small jokes only we find funny.
31You left your flashlight on the dresser and I used it to find my keys, and it made me laugh.
32I like remembering you humming the tune you made up for our late-night walks.
33I still have a bit of popcorn in my coat from the film we fell asleep during.
34I keep thinking about the time you rewore the blue scarf from that rainy day.
35Remember the chipped mug you insisted fit your palm better than any other cup?
36I miss your hand fiddling with the radio knob when the signal cut out.
37I found the receipt from the bakery we went to and smiled at how you ordered the cinnamon roll without asking.
38I feel proud telling my sister about the time you fixed the heater.
39I promise to answer the door at midnight when you come home from work.
40I like that you keep one pillow out of line; it means you relaxed here.

