I’m slower to sleep when you’re away; it’s just harder without your texts.
I’m thinking of you breathing slow and even and wishing you rest.
02I’m holding on to the sweater you forgot, it’s with my laundry.
03I left a note on the mirror for you to find in the morning.
04I put the lamp you hate back on the shelf where you keep it.
05I washed the bowl you used and put it in the cupboard.
06I remember the dent in your phone case and it made me laugh.
07I made sure the kettle was off before I left the kitchen.
08I folded the note you left and kept it in my wallet.
09Your playlist is still on my phone; I listened to two songs.
10I carried your laundry up the stairs even though I was tired.
11I can’t stop thinking about your laugh right before you fall asleep.
12I miss arguing with you about which show to watch before bed.
13I still remember the scratch on your old blue jacket and smiled.
14I’m thinking of how you hummed while washing up and it’s making me smile.
15I put fresh water by your bedside lamp in case you wake thirsty.
16I want to say plainly: I care about you a lot tonight.
17I made sure your plants are watered the way you taught me.
18I woke at two and smiled at your picture on my phone.
19I brushed my teeth twice because I remembered you teasing me about it.
20I kept your ticket stub in my wallet and it made me happy today.
21I’m grateful for your voice on my worst day; it settled me down.
22I left your phone where you can grab it in the dark.
23I noticed the dent in your mug and smiled, remembered where you chipped it.
24I’m tucked in and thinking it was easier to be brave because of you.
25I’m rereading the note you left and smiling until I forget the time.
26I want you to know I notice the little careful things you do.
27My phone’s on silent but I kept it facing you on the bedside table.
28I’m lying awake thinking how calm you sound when you tell stories.
29I kept your grocery list stuck to the fridge; seeing your handwriting calms me.
30I'm falling asleep grateful for the way you said my name today.
31Tell me when you're finally asleep so I can stop checking my phone.
32Your wet umbrella on the stand made the hallway smell like you and rain.
33I don't need a perfect night; I just need to know you're safe.
34If you dream anything annoying, tell me in the morning and I'll make tea.
35I'm going to bed thinking you were right about the film; goodnight.
36I glanced at our calendar and felt calmer knowing your name is written there.
37Sleep without worrying about tomorrow; I'll handle the small mess we left.
38I put your scarf back where you said you'd find it tomorrow.
39Your unanswered goodnight made me check my phone three times before sleeping.
40I fell asleep with the sound of your messages buzzing in my head.

